Things that were great: getting all my errands done in the morning before work, eating a chocolate organic food bar, walking through relatively warm rain and relishing the coming of spring, easy work day, seeing a bunch of different friends at the Cafe, encountering contrast and gaining my power from it, consciously shifting my thoughts to make myself feel better and transform my reality right in front of my eyes, opening up to a co-worker and allowing her to become a closer friend, having an AMAZING lunch of salad with fucking spectacular pork tenderloin in a prune-caper Dijon sauce, listening to The Books while we cleaned up, polishing lots of silverware, potential brunch plans for tomorrow morning with some good friends, coconut toffee chocolate bar afte work, running into yet another friend on the way home (rather, I was absorbed in my phone reading a script and he deliberately tried to run into me) and having a good chat, discovering that I can improve my MacBook at a pretty inexpensive rate with him, getting home and having a seat with Ollie for a moment while I collected my energy and read DO, walking downtown and making it just in time to catch the right bus up the hill, meeting with a fellow actor to go over our Well Well exercise, walking home at the speed of light, eating cottage cheese and peaches while I read more DO, enjoyed a nap for a couple of hours, woke up slowly and stretched my legs, drank water and made myself another salad with more of that amazing pork tenderloin (oh yeah, did I mention I got to take home the leftovers?! Ballin!), fantasized about how I'm gonna arrange my new room, got ready to go to the gym, washed all the dishes, went to the gym and heard my favorite song come on ("Happy" by Pharrel Williams), listened to that song while I changed in the locker room, worked out like a motherfucker, stretched a lot, gave myself an awesome pep talk, felt some feelings move (yummy yummy), weighed myself (down to 156.6 from 160, yay!), packed up and went home, glimpsed the crystal clear perfect half moon, eating yogurt with honey and granola, brushing my dog, playing with Ollie and teaching him new tricks, hangin out on my throne with my puppy friend and reading Zuzka's blog, uplifting a fellow Zuzka devotee, realizing that I was uplifting myself, enjoying the relaxed sleepiness washing over me as I type this, looking forward to pancakes and bacon and eggs tomorrow morning, feeling good about my life and the direction it's taking, relishing the transformation of my body and mind.
I'm so glad I have kept my commitment to myself. Every time I think I might just flake out, I make a different decision. I am sticking to it, and I am giving myself the gift of my own commitment. I'm so thankful for all the resources available to me that are getting me to where I want to be (my gym, my job, my landlord, my friends and family, my dog, my God). I can feel more and more strongly that everything is working out in my favor and I am on the right track. I am doing so well and am climbing a steady upward trajectory. All is well and I am doing a great job! Thank you!
Love,
Adrienne
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