I'm on a roll motherfucker!
Today was badass! I had a great day at work, felt very playful and frisky, and logged every single motherfucking calorie! Probably burned more than I counted (waitressing!), but that's a good thing right?
Things today that were great: Waking up earlier than I needed to and feeling into my body as I woke up, drinking water and taking my yummy gummy vitamins, making a baller-ass smoothie (the usual... so mouthgasmic!), RAVING (whoops, caps lock! I'm keepin it!) for 5 minutes, feeling excited about my day, walking to work, gifting one of my raw energy bars to my co-worker, slicing meat and listening to my Spirit Uplift playlist, getting called up early due to a random breakfast rush (yeah! tips!), having fun with some naughty customers, feeling frisky, drinking fresh squeezed orange juice, encountering contrast and (after resisting for a little while) letting go to it, eating my raw energy bar and immediately feeling more focused, finding out that the play I auditioned for last week wants to see me for callbacks on Monday (FUCK YEAH!!), literally jumping for joy and doing a happy dance, seeing my "sugar daddy" (I keed, I keed!) for the first time in a few months (he was in Florida!), him buying me a flourless chocolate cookie (delicious... totally blew my calorie intake, but I was walking all day...), eating an amazing and simple salad for lunch (mixed greens, spinach, tomatoes, cucumbers, chevre, red onions, carrots, grapes, and pepitas.... dressed in roasted garlic and thyme vinaigrette. MMMMM!), finding out that my neighbor is happy to adopt my doggie (this is so good for both of us. My schedule is getting busier and more awesome all the time, and I needed to free myself up even more), feeling bittersweet sadness for the rest of the shift, receiving sweet comforting encouragement from my boss and coworkers when I started to cry after announcing the news, listening to the rest of my Spirit Uplift playlist as we cleaned up, allowing tears to flow as I swept, making $110 in tips and getting my paycheck, walking home and just feeling, encountering my doggie and giving him a big hug, walking to the bank to deposit my cash wearing just a hoodie (wow, spring is unfurling!), paying for my Divine Sessions with Donna, having a quick chat with my mom while my neighbor took Ollie for an adventure, having the most uplifting and soothing session with Donna and feeling so good about myself and where I am in my life (and best of all, where I'm headed!), softening and feeling, taking a hot shower, sinking back into my bed and feeling and softening some more until I dozed off, waking up to my mom coming to my place to pick up Ollie for the weekend, having soup and tea with her and talking about things, cuddling with Ollie and hugging and kissing his sweet little face, feeling so good about the yummy dinner I'd just had, receiving the audio recording of today's session, listening to it while I walked for a while in the nighttime spring air (so unbelievably warm... relatively!), walking down to the river and sitting in a dry part of the bed and listening to my own sweet voice and Donna's soothing and motherly voice, feeling so uplifted and encouraged on my way back, eating a little bit of yogurt with granola and honey, raving for 15 minutes in the mirror and just relishing the light in my eyes and the sweetness in my cheeks, sitting down to reflect on my day and realizing how much my life has expanded in the last few weeks.
It's really amazing what raving has done for me. I'm so glad I've made this commitment to myself. I'm looking forward to seeing it through to the end. Almost one week down!
Love,
Adrienne
Today was badass! I had a great day at work, felt very playful and frisky, and logged every single motherfucking calorie! Probably burned more than I counted (waitressing!), but that's a good thing right?
Things today that were great: Waking up earlier than I needed to and feeling into my body as I woke up, drinking water and taking my yummy gummy vitamins, making a baller-ass smoothie (the usual... so mouthgasmic!), RAVING (whoops, caps lock! I'm keepin it!) for 5 minutes, feeling excited about my day, walking to work, gifting one of my raw energy bars to my co-worker, slicing meat and listening to my Spirit Uplift playlist, getting called up early due to a random breakfast rush (yeah! tips!), having fun with some naughty customers, feeling frisky, drinking fresh squeezed orange juice, encountering contrast and (after resisting for a little while) letting go to it, eating my raw energy bar and immediately feeling more focused, finding out that the play I auditioned for last week wants to see me for callbacks on Monday (FUCK YEAH!!), literally jumping for joy and doing a happy dance, seeing my "sugar daddy" (I keed, I keed!) for the first time in a few months (he was in Florida!), him buying me a flourless chocolate cookie (delicious... totally blew my calorie intake, but I was walking all day...), eating an amazing and simple salad for lunch (mixed greens, spinach, tomatoes, cucumbers, chevre, red onions, carrots, grapes, and pepitas.... dressed in roasted garlic and thyme vinaigrette. MMMMM!), finding out that my neighbor is happy to adopt my doggie (this is so good for both of us. My schedule is getting busier and more awesome all the time, and I needed to free myself up even more), feeling bittersweet sadness for the rest of the shift, receiving sweet comforting encouragement from my boss and coworkers when I started to cry after announcing the news, listening to the rest of my Spirit Uplift playlist as we cleaned up, allowing tears to flow as I swept, making $110 in tips and getting my paycheck, walking home and just feeling, encountering my doggie and giving him a big hug, walking to the bank to deposit my cash wearing just a hoodie (wow, spring is unfurling!), paying for my Divine Sessions with Donna, having a quick chat with my mom while my neighbor took Ollie for an adventure, having the most uplifting and soothing session with Donna and feeling so good about myself and where I am in my life (and best of all, where I'm headed!), softening and feeling, taking a hot shower, sinking back into my bed and feeling and softening some more until I dozed off, waking up to my mom coming to my place to pick up Ollie for the weekend, having soup and tea with her and talking about things, cuddling with Ollie and hugging and kissing his sweet little face, feeling so good about the yummy dinner I'd just had, receiving the audio recording of today's session, listening to it while I walked for a while in the nighttime spring air (so unbelievably warm... relatively!), walking down to the river and sitting in a dry part of the bed and listening to my own sweet voice and Donna's soothing and motherly voice, feeling so uplifted and encouraged on my way back, eating a little bit of yogurt with granola and honey, raving for 15 minutes in the mirror and just relishing the light in my eyes and the sweetness in my cheeks, sitting down to reflect on my day and realizing how much my life has expanded in the last few weeks.
It's really amazing what raving has done for me. I'm so glad I've made this commitment to myself. I'm looking forward to seeing it through to the end. Almost one week down!
Love,
Adrienne
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