Thursday, March 13, 2014

Day 13

Wow, today was so fucking wonderful!  YES!

I LOVE RAVING!

This morning I was walking to work and realized I hadn't raved yet, so I decided to rave in my head all the way to work.  And it was wonderful because it just kept going as I went about my day!  I gently intended to have a great day at work, and it just was!  One thing in particular that I have to rave about is that one of my co-workers and I got along so swimmingly well!  And only last week I thought for sure that he hated me!  But I did my best to release resistance and just accept that I can't control his or anyone's opinion of me, and that sometimes people might not like me and that's their God-given right!  I must have released a lot of resistance, because we got along so well today and all I could think all day long was "Thank You so much, this is exactly what I wanted!  If You can do this, You can do anything!"

Things today that were great:  Waking up and throwing on a bunch of clothes, bundling up (putting on my new boots over some thick socks!) and wandering out into the blustery snow and being fuckin' warm!  Raving in my brain all the way to work, stopping into the co-op and buying a mango kombucha (wow, I had forgotten how amazing these are!  I want to have one every day!) and a coconut water and a protein bar, eating those things intermittently while slicing meat and cucumbers and listening to my "Spirit Uplift" playlist, coming upstairs and encountering a very very slow and easy-going day, having so much fun with my co-workers and with the people I served, feeling amazing about myself and my life, thinking of friends and loved ones and feeling little bursts of love, snacking on delicious potatoes, making espressos like a bawss, closing early (yeah!), being tipped $40 on a $60 bill (one of my favorite regulars!), making a delicious salad with chorizo and avocados and sweet potatoes and zucchini and other shit (YUMMO!), listening to Fleetwood Mac while we cleaned up, getting to eat some yummy Rye-and-Whisky chocolate chip cookie (yeehaw!), walking to the bank in the sunshine, discovering that I'd forgotten to grab my tips but that we'd made $73 (which is $13 more than I'd expected!  BALLER!), getting a fresh check book ledger, walking home and encountering my puppy dog for about 20 minutes, taking off again to go downtown and catch a bus, downloading Ten$ion by Die Antwoord on the way out the door and down the block, listening to it on the bus ride to class to do our relationship exercise, doing the exercise and learning what to do better next time (which will be next week, yay!), walking back downtown, running into a good friend at a restaurant I was passing by, going inside for some good company, buying another coconut water and some motherfuckin fried chicken!  Eating the shit out of that fried chicken (with spicy wing sauce!  YUM!) and licking my fingers, seeing a girl that I have a crush on behind the counter (turns out she owns the place), making jokes and talking about how I'm gonna live to be 700, walking to the gym and doing a quick power yoga sesh with Zuzka, coming out of the yoga room and seeing my friend and fellow actor doing his workout (he'd been talking about starting a membership at my gym, and I'd encouraged him to do so), chit-chatting with him for a minute, changing back into street clothes and getting bundled up, plugging in some more Die Antwoord and rockin that shit all the way home, letting Ollie out to play in the snow for a bit, seeing the bright-ass moon high in the sky and making the snow sparkle, balancing my checkbook, getting a happy answer to a worried question on the PayPal help line, checking in on the Divine Openings forum and seeing that others had become inspired by my 30 Day Rave Challenge, raving for 10 minutes, feeling sleepy, cuddling with my puppy dog, bundling up in sweats and getting ready to go to bed, brushing my teeth and admiring my pretty face, listening to Abraham talk about eating and what our cells are asking for, relaxing a little bit about my body and my relationship to food and such, looking forward to the goodness that tomorrow is sure to bring.

Love,
Adrienne

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