Today's practices were slow and gentle. I had a very contrasty day today. I'm moving energy and being where I am at the same time. I'm actually getting better and better at all of this. I am where I am, and it's actually pretty brilliant.
Things today that were great: Committing to my morning wake-up practice above all else (including breakfast, etc... woke up late!), walking to work in the sunshiney morning, arriving and putting on my sweet Mary Jane's over my stripey colorful socks, buying myself a coconut water and some snacks, drinking coconut water and nibbling on my snacks (yum yum), beginning the work of hosting, starting out strong, making accurate predictions 90% of the time and having mostly satisfied customers, keeping my head about me as much as I could, eating a delicious salad for lunch (with a yummy basil-parmesan dressing), fun conversations at lunch, making $55 in tips, walking home and being warm (! too warm for the coat I was wearing!!), getting home and venting a little to my neighbor but deciding to shift my energy to my own private quarters (he took care of Ollie for the night), crying in my bed (what a relief), taking a nap for an hour or so, waking up and getting ready to go to the movies with my dad, watching The Grand Budapest Hotel (oh my god, so brilliant! I ADORE WES ANDERSON.), walking with dad down to one of my favorite shwanky restaurants and eating a delicious piece of vegan chocolate torte (mmmmmmmmm, mouthgasm every time), having wonderful conversations with him, encountering my favorite actor friends, oggling a cute boy I've had my eye on for a few weeks, sending him a note via a friend of mine who works there as well ("have dinner with me" with my number and name... simple, but I did it), going home and having more conversations with dad in my lovely round living room, sitting in silence for a long while, listening to a Diving In audio from Lola, browsing Craigslist and dreaming of where I'll go and what I'll do next, prostrating in my room and feeling the weight of things lift off, accepting where I am in my life and allowing myself to be here, raving gently and genuinely for 15 minutes, drinking water, getting ready for beddy bye.
Everything is gonna be alright. I'm moving through my experience exactly the way I'm supposed to. Nothing has gone wrong, and I haven't fucked anything up just because I'm feeling a low vibration. It's all good information, and it's all energy just moving through me. I'm choosing to release resistance as much as I can. God is doing the rest. I'm not required to be perfect at any of this.
Love,
Adrienne
Things today that were great: Committing to my morning wake-up practice above all else (including breakfast, etc... woke up late!), walking to work in the sunshiney morning, arriving and putting on my sweet Mary Jane's over my stripey colorful socks, buying myself a coconut water and some snacks, drinking coconut water and nibbling on my snacks (yum yum), beginning the work of hosting, starting out strong, making accurate predictions 90% of the time and having mostly satisfied customers, keeping my head about me as much as I could, eating a delicious salad for lunch (with a yummy basil-parmesan dressing), fun conversations at lunch, making $55 in tips, walking home and being warm (! too warm for the coat I was wearing!!), getting home and venting a little to my neighbor but deciding to shift my energy to my own private quarters (he took care of Ollie for the night), crying in my bed (what a relief), taking a nap for an hour or so, waking up and getting ready to go to the movies with my dad, watching The Grand Budapest Hotel (oh my god, so brilliant! I ADORE WES ANDERSON.), walking with dad down to one of my favorite shwanky restaurants and eating a delicious piece of vegan chocolate torte (mmmmmmmmm, mouthgasm every time), having wonderful conversations with him, encountering my favorite actor friends, oggling a cute boy I've had my eye on for a few weeks, sending him a note via a friend of mine who works there as well ("have dinner with me" with my number and name... simple, but I did it), going home and having more conversations with dad in my lovely round living room, sitting in silence for a long while, listening to a Diving In audio from Lola, browsing Craigslist and dreaming of where I'll go and what I'll do next, prostrating in my room and feeling the weight of things lift off, accepting where I am in my life and allowing myself to be here, raving gently and genuinely for 15 minutes, drinking water, getting ready for beddy bye.
Everything is gonna be alright. I'm moving through my experience exactly the way I'm supposed to. Nothing has gone wrong, and I haven't fucked anything up just because I'm feeling a low vibration. It's all good information, and it's all energy just moving through me. I'm choosing to release resistance as much as I can. God is doing the rest. I'm not required to be perfect at any of this.
Love,
Adrienne
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