WOW.
I cannot describe how amazing I felt today! This non-habitual movement thing is really amazing! I got up and did my 5 minute rave and then 10 minutes of movement, and man! My body was getting really warm! I had so much fun dancing and moving and squirming around in my room! It was a really great way to begin the day. After that I lay down for 10 minutes and felt my body and did my best to focus on my breathing.
For the rest of the day though, I just rode on this high that was so easy to maintain! So strong and sturdy I felt in this vibration! It's truly amazing how quickly I can now snap back into my high, even if I get kicked off course for a week. It's like I never stopped raving! I just picked up where I left off and soared up even higher for it! Thanks, Contrast!
Things today that were great: Waking up and lounging in bed for a long while, discovering that it was much earlier in the day than I'd thought, browsing through instagram for a little bit (oops, broke the rules... supposed to do that after my morning ritual! Oh well, next time), raving and then moving, dancing to Phish ("Light" which is one of my favorite songs of theirs, from their newest album), breathing, noticing myself getting antsy but staying with the meditation until the timer chimed, taking a shower (dancing made me sticky! Wow!), appreciating my body so much, eating a delicious breakfast (same as yesterday: Rockin Wellness and peanut butter mixed into my granola, topped with almond milk... I'll probably do the same tomorrow, it's really good!), heading out to the bank and chatting with my mom on the phone, going on a mission to find a chocolate-filled croissant (first place was out, so I went back the way I came and got some from the local bakery! It was the last one!), sitting in the window with my croissant and coffee and watching the rain begin, talking with my mom about her latest developments and mine, hanging up and enjoying my coffee while reading the financial section of a newspaper someone had left behind at my table (getting excited about becoming financially savvy!), writing in my journal about how amazing I was feeling, walking home in the rain and not minding (because my Blundstones are waterproof, motherfuckers!), getting home and snuggling Ollie, sitting in my chair and reading the Divine Openings forum, listening to some audios from Lola Jones while I washed dishes, making myself a baller-ass lunch (mixed greens and baby spinach, dressed with a special aioli-type dressing I whipped up, topped with red quinoa/brown rice/kidney beans, and crowned with two fried eggs over easy. BAM! Delicious and nutritious), sitting down to read Watch Where You Point That Thing and getting distracted (I don't think it's time yet to read that book, although I am excited for it), making a little rave on the Forum, hopping down to the gas station to buy some Moosetrax ice cream (classic!), eating the entire pint and binge-watching Dexter Season 6 for about 7 hours (whoa), admiring the awesome performances and dramas in that show, getting excited about being an actress, subscribing to Backstage Online (about fuckin' time! Teehee), browsing casting call listings, daydreaming about the next things I'll be doing as an actress. Feeling excitement tingle through my whole body and being throughout the day. Raving the shit out of my life for 15 minutes and not wanting to ever stop! Admiring the beautiful living room I get to sit in every day! Basking in the sunlight that pours through my windows for all of the hours that the sun is up (south facing windows are the best!). Feeling bubbly and cute in my sweet haircut! God, the list could just go on and on.
Tomorrow I'm meeting with a photographer to discuss a potential upcoming photo shoot. My face and modeling expertise in exchange for headshots from him! Sweet deal! I checked out his work (mostly wedding photography) and it's really good. I like it a lot, and I'm looking forward to working with him and having some new photographs to show to casting directors and such. And I'm also very much looking forward to eating another chocolate-filled croissant (or two) tomorrow with a cup of delicious coffee!! It's kind of all I can think about since I had that one on Wednesday... God, what a mouthgasm. How do they make food so good? I've been enjoying food so much more since I decided to stop worrying about gaining or losing weight, or eating the wrong kind of food. I'm just enjoying what I'm eating and I'm loving my body no matter what. And it's great! I feel my body energizing and livening up! I'm no longer fighting myself or my body or my cravings or my desires. I'm just enjoying all of it.
Loving this. This life is amazing, and I'm creating it every step of the way! HOW FUCKING COOL IS THAT?!?!?!?!
Love,
Adrienne
PS: Oh yeah, and an upgrade happened on my computer! For several months now, I hadn't been able to see the home page of Divine Openings, so I would always have to go to one of the branching-off pages (like the forum, or the first aid pages), but today I discovered that it fixed itself! Yay! I can see the whole Divine Openings page!!! How lovely! Now I can make it my homepage again.
I cannot describe how amazing I felt today! This non-habitual movement thing is really amazing! I got up and did my 5 minute rave and then 10 minutes of movement, and man! My body was getting really warm! I had so much fun dancing and moving and squirming around in my room! It was a really great way to begin the day. After that I lay down for 10 minutes and felt my body and did my best to focus on my breathing.
For the rest of the day though, I just rode on this high that was so easy to maintain! So strong and sturdy I felt in this vibration! It's truly amazing how quickly I can now snap back into my high, even if I get kicked off course for a week. It's like I never stopped raving! I just picked up where I left off and soared up even higher for it! Thanks, Contrast!
Things today that were great: Waking up and lounging in bed for a long while, discovering that it was much earlier in the day than I'd thought, browsing through instagram for a little bit (oops, broke the rules... supposed to do that after my morning ritual! Oh well, next time), raving and then moving, dancing to Phish ("Light" which is one of my favorite songs of theirs, from their newest album), breathing, noticing myself getting antsy but staying with the meditation until the timer chimed, taking a shower (dancing made me sticky! Wow!), appreciating my body so much, eating a delicious breakfast (same as yesterday: Rockin Wellness and peanut butter mixed into my granola, topped with almond milk... I'll probably do the same tomorrow, it's really good!), heading out to the bank and chatting with my mom on the phone, going on a mission to find a chocolate-filled croissant (first place was out, so I went back the way I came and got some from the local bakery! It was the last one!), sitting in the window with my croissant and coffee and watching the rain begin, talking with my mom about her latest developments and mine, hanging up and enjoying my coffee while reading the financial section of a newspaper someone had left behind at my table (getting excited about becoming financially savvy!), writing in my journal about how amazing I was feeling, walking home in the rain and not minding (because my Blundstones are waterproof, motherfuckers!), getting home and snuggling Ollie, sitting in my chair and reading the Divine Openings forum, listening to some audios from Lola Jones while I washed dishes, making myself a baller-ass lunch (mixed greens and baby spinach, dressed with a special aioli-type dressing I whipped up, topped with red quinoa/brown rice/kidney beans, and crowned with two fried eggs over easy. BAM! Delicious and nutritious), sitting down to read Watch Where You Point That Thing and getting distracted (I don't think it's time yet to read that book, although I am excited for it), making a little rave on the Forum, hopping down to the gas station to buy some Moosetrax ice cream (classic!), eating the entire pint and binge-watching Dexter Season 6 for about 7 hours (whoa), admiring the awesome performances and dramas in that show, getting excited about being an actress, subscribing to Backstage Online (about fuckin' time! Teehee), browsing casting call listings, daydreaming about the next things I'll be doing as an actress. Feeling excitement tingle through my whole body and being throughout the day. Raving the shit out of my life for 15 minutes and not wanting to ever stop! Admiring the beautiful living room I get to sit in every day! Basking in the sunlight that pours through my windows for all of the hours that the sun is up (south facing windows are the best!). Feeling bubbly and cute in my sweet haircut! God, the list could just go on and on.
Tomorrow I'm meeting with a photographer to discuss a potential upcoming photo shoot. My face and modeling expertise in exchange for headshots from him! Sweet deal! I checked out his work (mostly wedding photography) and it's really good. I like it a lot, and I'm looking forward to working with him and having some new photographs to show to casting directors and such. And I'm also very much looking forward to eating another chocolate-filled croissant (or two) tomorrow with a cup of delicious coffee!! It's kind of all I can think about since I had that one on Wednesday... God, what a mouthgasm. How do they make food so good? I've been enjoying food so much more since I decided to stop worrying about gaining or losing weight, or eating the wrong kind of food. I'm just enjoying what I'm eating and I'm loving my body no matter what. And it's great! I feel my body energizing and livening up! I'm no longer fighting myself or my body or my cravings or my desires. I'm just enjoying all of it.
Loving this. This life is amazing, and I'm creating it every step of the way! HOW FUCKING COOL IS THAT?!?!?!?!
Love,
Adrienne
PS: Oh yeah, and an upgrade happened on my computer! For several months now, I hadn't been able to see the home page of Divine Openings, so I would always have to go to one of the branching-off pages (like the forum, or the first aid pages), but today I discovered that it fixed itself! Yay! I can see the whole Divine Openings page!!! How lovely! Now I can make it my homepage again.
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